And I can't tell if you're laughing, between each smile there's a tear in your eye. There's a train leaving in an hour, it's not waiting for you and neither am I.

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Update?

I'm about 90% sure Kelowna is where I want to go now. I have some concerns about certain situations I'll be in, but I'm sure I have a few solutions for them. As for applying, I'm waiting to apply next year to attend in 2011-2012. I think it's awesome that I'll be considered a mature student haha. Me..mature..haha. Anyway, photography has grown on me a lot more since last night. Breanna and I got together to do her photojournalism project - the way the camera takes the pictures, the way the camera can alter the moods of pictures is just perfect. Watching Breanna stress so much, watching her behaviour through the night over photography is what I want. I want to freak out because the shot wasn't right. I want the joys of capturing certain shots, accidentally or purposfully. I want to be the main reason the photographs turned out so well. I want to capture angst, ecstacy, laughter, joy, depression, apathy, empathy, I want to capture it all. I want to capture the beautiful, the ugly, to not-so-bad. A picture is worth a thousand words; it's never been more true in my life. I want it; I dream it. I can't wait!

That's all I really wanted to type about today, haha.

Take er easy, fellas.